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I want to be alone I just want to be alone. I want to be at peace with just music and my thoughts, with no disturbances. But it will never be they know they are ignoring me now, they will start to talk to me. Ruining my perfect silence, the silence I welcome with open arms. I don't need any body Friends or family, but they need me, as I grow soft letting my walls fall letting them know my darkest secrets. I fall into a safety net. Not knowing when to stop or start. My life changes to comfort the new additions that I have come to accept. I would do anything for these people and if they ever leave me I would do any thing. The sadness would fill

Thinking? Do you ever stop and think about death, think about life Think about the decisions that were made in the past or the decisions that are going to be made in the future. Think about where you will go and what you will do. Will you rise or will you fall, will you have some one to catch you or will you be alone. Will you be happy or sad I do I stop I think and all I see is fear and  indecisive decisions that are going to ruin me. I hate the fact I won’t rise but instead I will fall, nobody will catch me because I don’t allow myself to get close to any one that could catch me and I won’t be happy but sad. I know this